On returning to the job market after 4 years

Well, after four exciting years of working freelance, I have decided to hang the towel of self-employment. In hindsight, I can't exactly measure my success rate working independently.

It is definitely not easy and not for everyone. BUT, I loved all the freedom and flexibility it gave me. I invested in quality equipment, traveled to cool cities, worked with global teams, and most importantly, I developed myself. I wouldn't be able to achieve those had I not decided to take this risk four years ago.

I loved design, but had zero graphic design experience. It only made sense that I needed to go freelance first.

But after my last client project this year, I had this thought that maybe...I need to let this go now...and work with a team. I do not foresee myself working alone forever. After all, freelance helped me build my portfolio. I worked with different people.

But sometimes, it feels like I know everything AND nothing at the same time. So yes, I now have been looking for jobs since September. I needed that connection, to be a part of something impactful. To meet new people!

Now, I have been an outsider of the job market for a few years and I do realize how daunting it is today. It feels a lot has changed dramatically in a short span of time.

I am excited to see the abundance of opportunities out there, especially from innovative start-ups. I thought, "how cool would it be to be a part of this?"

But then it hits me sometimes: this job seems to be in my lane...but am I exactly what they're looking for? I have this good portfolio and positive attitude, but is that enough? I see so many experienced and highly-qualified designers out there...how am I supposed to compete?

I know I could easily succumb to these thoughts. But if there's one thing I learned from freelance, is that I have to be hungry, but smart. Progress over perfection.

It is scary to put yourself out there. Especially now with remote work, where we are not competing at a global scale.

Luckily, I have been able to secure some interviews a few weeks ago despite applying to almost 100+ jobs as of date. So, at least, I know my work is still good enough.

Anyway, I'll continue searching...

On returning to
the job market after 4 years